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i feel so empty now... you are a friend which I used to be close with and hung out with. you taught me great English,how to improve some skills which i really bad at,you keep secrets that i asked not to tell anyone and so forth. we even have some same taste. now it seems that you don't want to talk to me anymore. what makes you hate me that much? if i had done anything wrong, you can tell me that i'm wrong and i can change it. you don't have to be so mean until you leave me all alone. were you heard any rumors about me? i mean something bad about me? well, i can tell you that it is just a rumors and none is true. i'm very nice to everybody but sometimes i can be bad at someone that i hate. well, i might be annoying but just to play around and i didn't mean to be serious. i am very sorry if i hurt you or annoys you. :(

honestly, i really don't like people who plays with my race. i will consider it as racist because it means that you really hates me and the race that i have and its different from you. even though you were just playing around, i still consider as a racist. well, i can forgive you since you don't know that its a serious thing for me. i know i also did many wrong things to you and i always wanted to seek forgiveness that what i had did wrong to you from you but you seemed to ignore me. its really hurt and the tears drop from my eyes when it reminds me. :'( :'( :'( i don't know what makes you hate me a lot now days. is it you have new friends and start to ignore me?? :( 

i really want to seek forgiveness from you and i hope you will forgive me and stop ignoring me.  i don't know that you still consider me as a friend of yours. i want our friendship back just like last year. i don't want to end our friendship just because i did many wrong things. i think there are some misunderstandings about me. honestly, you are always the good friend i ever had in my life. :')

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